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my falling shape will draw a line between the blue of sea and sky.
i just want every boy i see to walk away with part of me.
Created on 2005-09-04 12:49:34 (#8205254), last updated 2006-06-21
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Basic Info| Name: | goldminegutted4 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-25 |
| Location: | Frederick, Maryland, United States |
| Website: | yourspace. |
Bio[[Of Love's uneven remainders, our lives are fractions of a whole.]]
♥♥♥♥
I used to know this girl
Who gave her love away
To every guy she met
And with all the games they played
She never seemed to cry
She never got upset
And one by one they came
And one by one they left
I thought that I could fix her
If she would let me in
But all of my advances
Were shut down in the end
When days turned into months
I begged her to explain
And this is what she sang
It's not like I'm a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself
I used to know this boy
Who took notes in a book
But he ripped out all the pages
Before I got a look
At all the words he scribbled
At all the lines he filled
But the ink stains on his fingers
Told me he was skilled
At capturing a feeling
That most of us just miss
The simple pain of living
With goodbyes on our lips
I found one of the pages
Crumpled by her bed
And this is how it read
It's not like I am weak
Or that I don't know how to leave
It's just that every time you cheat
You bring me closer to defeat
Until there's nothing left to love
Until there's nothing left to say
I know that you need help
But even I can't save you from yourself
♥♥♥♥
I wear strange things.
Sometimes i wish i lived in the 1950s.
Girls dressed pretty and men were nice.
Sometimes i like to go crazy and say outrageous things.
I can be a really huge bitch if i don't like you & im the first to admit it.
but generally i love everybody.
im completely opposed to violence.
i'm not a fucking hippie.
i just think killing animals is just as bad as killing people.
And for those Pro-life activists, isn't an animal with the awareness that it is alive the same thing as that tiny fetus you are protesting to save?
i don't particularly like fads.
i love my family.
my little sister means the world to me.
i like local music.
i don't like country music very much.
i don't pretend to be something im not.
what you see is what you get with me.
ConnectInterests (22):
a boy, bottles and bowls, bright eyes, chai tea, conor oberst, downtown frederick, glittens, gray skies, handwritten letters, kisses, knit sweaters, laughing, listening to guitar, lying in baker park, music, photography, rain, scarves, singing along, taking pictures, thrift stores, veganism
External Services:
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Schools:
Governor Thomas Johnson High School - Frederick, MD (2004 - present)
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